dunno

now he's in kl... attending a workshop
he said dat he didn't reply my msg bcoz his line was barred
i dunno whether it's true or not...
usually i had a feeling dat i want to meet him...
but now my heart 'tawar' nak jumpe...
maybe bcoz i dunno how to react then
i juz replied "slamat berworkshop"
then he replied "ok"
i dun want to ask "for how long are u here" or "what time to what time is ur workshop"
those questions will attract "would u like to meet me" answer...
i wonder what will i reply if he asked me dat...
i dunno buddy...
my heart was hurt
i dun want to make it worse
i wanna keep us as a fren and when i hav a bf, i dunno what our relation is
i juz dunno

addicted to u

help me, i'm addicted to the internet...
it seems like i'm 24 hours in front of my laptop...
eventhough my intention was to study n searching articles thru the websites...
but then i keep on updating my facebook, playing games...
this is really dangerous coz ican't study...
please...change for your future
love yourself...

hope

talking to friends...sharing my problem about R really give me headache...
so many thoughts & opinions... makes me more confusing than b4...
i believe i'll do it my own way...
i wonder why am i so excited to tell my story to others...
maybe this is my 1st luv
or maybe i am hoping dat he will come back to me....soon