Grr...

Yesterday, I went 'beraya' to my exclassmate's house, W. I came wif S...
When we juz arrived, suddenly S realy excited to meet W's mother. I'm confused but I dun realy mind coz they are cuzen... And then I understood why he acted like dat...
Actually 3 days b4, S came to W's house. His mother did said," I'm realy worried about W. He seems didn't realy care to have any girlfriend. Always lepaking but not dating." And then, S replied," Don't worry auntie. Of course he has one. She will come on 4th raya".
So, dat's da real story??? Hahah dat's funny, S. Next time, "jaga ko S!!"
The realy FUNNY thing is after salam wif W's mother, she kissed my pipi...
Ok, dat's not realy a good sign...
On da way back home, S said sorry to me. For me, I dun realy mind. But I dun want W's mother expecting so much from me & I think I prefer to be his fren only. Not more than dat. I'm not prejudging people but I has my opinion for each person I know. For me, I can't put my trust on W. At this point, I guess this is realy a STRONG reason. Don't U think so.. Hmm but I realy trust S. He is gentle and a good person. I guess juz wait n see... in next 4 years what would happen? I wonder...

H3Lp!!!

I don't know what happen to me...
I'm out of my mind...
It seems like this is the end of me...
I have no result...
I lost my focus on study and i lost a lot of time and money...
I cannot turn back time...
If I quit now I will face a lot of things...
What should I do???

WhAt HaV I dOn3 WrOnG???

Hello guys, my story might be very boring for all of u...
But it's just a blog rite? So it's just for voicing out my feelings without any sounds... (only the typing sounds. hehehe)
Recently, i joined a biznes... It's about 4 months now... No new partner and i realize i'm not suitable 4 dis industry. But what choice do i hav? I hav big dreams...
Even my junior has more partners than mine... T-DOWN...
Waa.. sumtimes i think i wanna quit from dis game but i can't because i do believe in diz biznes...
It's juz about me.... Why can't I succeed?
Allah, give me a way to get out from dis problem...
Is it dat I'm too soft n not firm at all?
Or am i need to upgrade myselg again...
Or am i deserved to be like this?
Or i shud juz quit?
Too many questions running in my mind...
I know intelligence is solving problems... I'm not intelligence enough???
Allah, give me strength n guide me all da way....
For those who read my blog. Please do pray for my successful future...