WhAt HaV I dOn3 WrOnG???

Hello guys, my story might be very boring for all of u...
But it's just a blog rite? So it's just for voicing out my feelings without any sounds... (only the typing sounds. hehehe)
Recently, i joined a biznes... It's about 4 months now... No new partner and i realize i'm not suitable 4 dis industry. But what choice do i hav? I hav big dreams...
Even my junior has more partners than mine... T-DOWN...
Waa.. sumtimes i think i wanna quit from dis game but i can't because i do believe in diz biznes...
It's juz about me.... Why can't I succeed?
Allah, give me a way to get out from dis problem...
Is it dat I'm too soft n not firm at all?
Or am i need to upgrade myselg again...
Or am i deserved to be like this?
Or i shud juz quit?
Too many questions running in my mind...
I know intelligence is solving problems... I'm not intelligence enough???
Allah, give me strength n guide me all da way....
For those who read my blog. Please do pray for my successful future...

STiLL CoNfuS3d

Daaaa....
Still can't find the answer.
Last time i did ask what did doctor said to her...
She didn't reply my sms.
But when i asked her face to face still got no answer.
She kept her mouth shut and try to change da topic.
There are only 2 possibilities:
1. she didn't go to da hospital
2. or she realy has something dat she needs to keep it secret. Maybe she's realy sick
But still....
Hmm well, I think I'll juz wait
We'll see wat's realy going on

NoT 3v3N aN aPoLogY oR ThAnX?

Life is suck...
Sometimes i wonder why shud i be too good to others if they don't appreciate of what I did?
I just don't like it!!!
When I came to my room it seems like nothing did happen.
'Army' did make me very stressed because of her attitude the whole week!
Bengang wei!!
I don't know what did happen to her dis week.
She realy annoyed me.
Hope dat when she read this, she will ask for my apology.
What did she do?
1. do other things when we r in a discussion
2. still didn't finish her homework even though i asked her to copy mine
3. leave me alone do things dat shud be done by 2 people
4. 'mengomel' when she's chatting wif some1
5. hav to do her things dat suppose she did by herself
6. didn't reply my sms when i asked what did da doctor said?
7. make her friends worried about her
8. toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dramatic
anything else?
not for now

MaK3s M3 WoNd3R

Blurrr...
Hmm if someone did call you juz wanna say gudnite, then speechless to say anything else,
what would you call him?
He realy makes me wonder... Is he or he isn't?
Sometimes he sms me sometimes he isn't.
Sometimes he calls me sometimes he isn't.
Sometimes he calls me hane or sayang sometimes he isn't
But when he sms or call me I always feel happy eventhough i'm angry with him before that.
He is far from me but I don't think it is an excuse for me to deny that i do like him.
But sometimes I feel it isn't worth it.
What would you feel if you love someone but never loved back.